Aslm,

Fuih, quite sometimes after my last post, sorry, I’m stuck in client’s office with slow access and lotsa things to do :p

Ok, the post, well, do you believe that one has some kinda spiritual connection with his/her/its mom? I did, but I didn’t actually have a lot of thought about it, till last night. I gotta admit, I am feeling very lonely lately. And somehow I was really missing my mom for the last two days. A lot of thoughts come to mind, my childhood, my life before leaving my family, and what it will be like tomorrow… But I did nothing, I kept it to myself, not making any calls, just drown myself to work and late nite solitary movie-marathon.

And, this morning, I woke up and find my cellphone dead, ran out of battery. Right after I plugged the charger, an SMS received. It was from my dad, asking why he couldn’t reach my cell. So I call my dad, and suprisingly my dad said my mom wanted to talk to me. My mom said, she misses my voice, no suprise, because my dad is the one who usually call me. We didn’t talk about anything in particular, just hearing each other voice. Thanks God for this suprise. I don’t know how I changed from a boy eager to live alone, get out of the house, away from my folks, to someone who constantly having thoughts of when can I see them again, soon.

I guess I am running out of love…