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Aslm wrwb…

This is quite embarassing really… one of my personal objective for Q4’05 is 2 new technical cert, and since I was too busy (read: too lazy, unorganized, no plan whatsoever), I just have time for the two in December, while some other jobs have also been waiting to be done… and to make it more frustrating, also the stress about KPR, and no one to ‘talk’ to :p I really felt that this year is so heavy for me, but still keeping faith that when it’s over, joy will come around

And today, I felt so much joy, that some of my burden have passed by… the hassle with the passport, finally got the chance to go abroad, and the GREATEST gift this year, now I am a permanent staff in SMI, finally passed the hardest obstacle in the mortgage thing, and after failing in the first try, just now I passed the SCJP 1.5 exam… really grateful, since I have really little time to prepare… whole week I have to shadow the SG consultant in the portal issues, and Hengky constantly chasing me for the seebeyond demo… aah, thanks God it’s Friday… gonna forget them all for the weekend, and get back to battlefield next monday

Alhamdulillah…
Waslm wrwb.

aslm wrwb,

Did I tell you that I spent two weeks straight, just trying to put a calendar as portlet in the Sun Java Portal Server? Well, it seemed that the product was somehow went wrong by itself, I always had this idea that I can’t do anything about it, it’s broken from the beginning. I kept complaining that this is too hard. But deep inside I knew that it was only my dissapointment that I haven’t been given a laptop yet. So I guess, my mood kinda screw up with my performance… whose fault?

Just an hour ago, I was once again gone mad when I can’t find any available sunray to use, every desk with it is being used or somebody else sat there but using a laptop. It’s so riddiculous, if they had a laptop why must they sit on desks with sunray, while there are desks with no sunrays, which was presumably was provided for those who don’t use sunrays. Anyway, I went to the datacenter and do my job directly thru the server console, but I can’t stand there long enough, it’s freezing with two AC runs wild on 16 celcius degree.

I went back to the office space, and spotted an available sunray. So I just logged in and start reading the portal documentation. And guess what, after a careful reading, I managed to get the portlet displayed on the portal voila, so all this time, it’s just because my lack of attention or what? Well, to defend myself, the server machine was being accessed simultaneously by several people with disjoint purposes, so sometimes the services got restarted by somebody else, or even crashed, and we actually scratched the machines several times, those really wastes time, and decreasing job efficiency :p

Back to the topic, I can’t deny that somehow I have my share of blame. It’s just that I found many terms that I’m not familiar with, and I am kinda sloppy when it comes to reading lotsa lines :p I hope I can be better, or… just stay stupid…

waslm

aslm wrwb.

I found a site providing learning materials or study guide for Java certification, it’s great cause it has materials for the newest SCJP (for Java 5), and its available freely. Check it out!

waslm wrwb